"I'm...I guess I'm hoping that I get back to some freaking semblance of the life I used to have," he admits. "I'm not ready to admit that I have to move on from it, yet."
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"I'm...I guess I'm hoping that I get back to some freaking semblance of the life I used to have," he admits. "I'm not ready to admit that I have to move on from it, yet."